I’m sick today so my head is a little more delusional than it usually is and I napped all afternoon and I was sitting here at the computer when I remembered a flash of the dream I had; I was in a crowded street and somebody hugged me and said “You are lovely” and walked away. It sounds weird, but it was really nice.

Happy birthday, kid. I could write more but it doesn’t really matter.
On Monday, a group of girls in my class did a presentation on Madonna and they showed the video for the ‘American Life’ song and it’s one of the songs I had completely forgotten about but now I’m back to being obsessed with it. Although it’s pretty bad (I mean, c’mon, Madonna’s like, rapping).
I DO YOGA AND PILATES AND THE ROOM’S FULL OF HOTTIES SO I’M CHECKING OUT THE BODIES SO YOU KNOW I’M SATISFIED
So, I have friends now and they’re all nice and make me laugh and they like Disney movies and Leo DiCaprio and I’ve lost weight and I’ve been eating well and exercising and I really like college and yeah, things have been good. Okay, going to go watch Girls now.
I just watched ‘Like Crazy’ and kind of fell apart. It’s just so unfair, to me, to you, to anybody else in this situation. Fuck, I just miss you so much.